Happy 2nd anniversary

Yay!!! 2 years ago we were married!! Time flies. It's crazy. On one hand it seems so long ago, and on the other it seems like it was yesterday. Mike bought me flowers, some roses. They'll be dead by tomorrow. Flowers in AZ don't last long at all. Stupid desert. We went out for breakfast and might go out for dinner but I'm not sure. Yay for anniversaries. Love you babe!!! Muah!

happy time?

This is a rant. Stop reading if you want, you've been warned.
This is supposed to be one of the happiest times of my life, instead I can't even enjoy my pregnancy I feel. No one wants to hire someone who is preggo. Why would they? There's no point. Just to have them work for a couple months then be gone. I'm just tired of alot. I just want to bring my child into this world having his parents be stable. How can I be a good mom when I'm worrying about how I'm going to pay my bills? I'm worried about if he can't breastfeed how am I going to be able to buy him food? I know this is somewhat exagerated but these are some of the things that have gone through my mind.